Why I haven't posted in ages

I've been back in Germany since July and I didn't post anything about coming back 'home' or any experiences that I had since then, because I had to sort things out with myself first. I'm not happy to be back, I still wish I could be in London more often (even though I visited twice since I left, one time only for a concert, the other time just because I could), but everything turned out to be fine in the end. It wasn't like this all along, I had serious troubles in the beginning, I got really depressed and anxious. People here are just different, the way they move and behave is the complete opposite to what I got used to in England and I don't know how I could handle this for so long (but I guess it's easy if you don't know any better). My life now is not perfect, in no way, but I'm going to uni now, studying English and soon Scandinavian Studies as well, found new friends and .. it's okay. It's better than okay, actually, it's good, I'm good. I'm still searching for a flat in Kiel, but I'm in no hurry whatsoever, so that's not too important either. I learnt to take things slow, to not rush into anything anymore, because most things I rush into aren't really things I want. I still talk to my english friends and generally the friends I met in England, so I guess that's what you call 'true friendship', right? Keeping up with each others lives even though there's a huge distance between you?
I'm glad I did the things exactly the way I did them, it was a great experience and I wouldn't have missed it for the world. I met great people, travelled to awesome places, had the chance to finally sort out my life.


I'm not sure if I want to keep this blog or not. On the one hand, there are a lot of things that I would like to share with the world, but on the other hand I'm not sure if this is still the right place to do it. I won't delete it, that's for sure, because it reminds me of old times, not necessarily better times, but times I don't want to forget either. I'll decide what I'm going to do soon, hopefully. In the meantime there's still my twitter, so you can get updates of my life if you want to. See you soon!